Not everyone who is living the life you desire got there without a season of disappointment and struggle.
By acclamation, Michael Jordan is the greatest basketball player of all time. A phenomenal athlete with a unique combination of grace, speed, power, artistry, improvisational ability and an unquenchable competitive desire. Jordan single-handedly redefined the NBA superstar.
Before joining NBA, Jordan was just an ordinary person, so ordinary that was cut from high school basketball team because of his "lack of skill".
If Michael Jordan couldn't make his high school team, but still became an NBA legend ... maybe you're situation is redeemable too.